I’ve been waiting on myself to begin. I knew it was time to get back to this and I knew it was time for a shift. I shut down the old blog, bought a new name, and created a new site. A new chapter. But how to begin, Becca, how to start. The pressure. Y’all are like,...
My mom died on April 1, just a little over two weeks ago. I don’t know which cliché to use – does it feel like yesterday or years? Both, I guess. My mom was a young 74 and did all the healthy things – the exercising, the kale, the vitamins, the check-ups. I look like...
Well, it had to come. Some of you readers have been with me for a while now. You’ve read these random blogs and followed along on Facebook as Jax came home from China, was diagnosed with all the things, and proceeded to grow up into a teenage boy. He’s gone from...
So we’re homeschooling over here. It’s going really well, I’d say. We have great people, Jax’s anxiety is at an all-time low, he’s happy, he’s inquisitive, and importantly, he’s learning things that are relevant to his 14 year-old-life and skills he’ll use for his...
I have sucked as a parent lately. Truth. 'Tis the season for holiday lights and wrapping paper and for mom to be a stressed out asshole. That should be a Christmas carol. “Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the waaayyyyy. My mom’s annoyed at everyone, please bring...
Dear Jax,It's Gotcha Day, little dude. We adopted you eleven years ago today. I love this day, but this year's celebration is bittersweet. Your grandmother died on Friday night. Your dad's mom, Grandma Mary. This year's Gotcha Day will be a little less inflatable...
Johnny made it to his Army base on Monday. Other moms are messaging me tips to survive boot camp, linking me to Facebook groups, introducing me to people who can show me the ropes. It's lovely, but I’m in a different sort of situation. “Hi Martha with your...
A day or two ago, Jax had an appointment with a psychiatrist. Jax has never met this man before, but I have, and I like him a lot. He regurgitates mountains of stuff from memory, has a Harvard degree, and is smart, smart, smart. All good stuff when you’re a mom...
Johnny, I've been down at the Capitol this past week fighting for a bill that would expedite the adoption of older kids. I'm pretty invested in it because you and I went through this. We had nine months to make your adoption happen, and had I not already had a giant...
And I quote: "And after fourteen years of foster care, Johnny was getting all As and Bs in school, happily helping around the house, had checking and savings accounts, and looking for his first job - all within just a few months of being adopted into a family. "...
I've spent the last few days outlining an open letter to the person who hurt Jax. A real doozy of a piece, cleverly called "Dear Person Who Hurt My Child." I was going to write and publish it this morning, throw it all out there and let the internet lovelies react to...
The adult who hurt my son will not be charged. I'm a lawyer. I get it. There are no witnesses, no physical evidence, and Jax ...well, Jax isn't the best witness. At 13, Jax still believes that Noelle the Naughty Elf stole my car keys and tried to take my...
I am a Helicopter Mom. No shame here, no self-deprecating humor, there is really no other option for this child tornado of mine. Maybe helicopter isn't the right word, I think I'm more like the car with the flashing lights that travels behind the Wide Load truck on...
I was coming out of an Ace Hardware the other day - feeling super handy, I might add - and on the way to my car, I saw a woman standing by a table raising money. It was a legit 100-gazillion degrees in Phoenix and I was entirely prepared to do the polite smile...
I was sick this week. Throwing up throughout the night, curled up in fetal position at the base of the toilet, not sure how clean the bath mat is, I do not even care, I will never eat blue cheese in a salad again, SICK. Being sick as an adult is lousy. Being sick as a...
Dear Johnny, I know this isn't where you thought you would be at age 17. Still in the foster system, a day pass on your birthday, preparing to be shuffled around again, and then again and again. I know. As a child, you must have thought ahead to 17 and pictured your...
Last week, a family asked about adopting my foster son, Johnny. A family. Adoption. This was a big deal for a sixteen year old foster kid who moved in with me last month because he had nowhere else to go and had every intention of aging out of the system as an orphan....
I had a moment recently. My son, Jax, and I had been in the car running errands for a few hours. I was singing along to the Beatles channel when Jax said, "Mom, I'm hungry." Well, yeah, breakfast was a hurried cup of yogurt three hours ago so that's reasonable....
A teenage boy is coming to live with me. Today. In eight hours, I will be an official foster parent. It's been only a few months, but I have notes upon notes about my short experience so far with this child welfare system of ours. I can't wrap my head around how we...
Last week, I was in my favorite place in the world with my 15-person family. Every few years, we head to a ranch in the mountains of Colorado. We've been going here since I was a little girl, and there is truly no place I would rather be. I told my clients I was out,...
I volunteered to go to an education meeting last week with a foster kid. This kid was in high school and not too interested in me at first. I didn't blame him, I'd never met him before and this was a child who lives in a constantly-changing world with...
It was late-September of 2008 when we brought my son home from China, just two months before December and our sparkly, over-the-top, American-style Christmas season. My little boy had no idea what Christmas was. He had no idea who Santa was. Hell,...
This time of year, man. It’s stressful and chaotic and my annual intention of providing a Pinterest-perfect Christmas lasts about a day and a half until I decide that F-bombs will definitely help me assemble the gingerbread house. Ahhh, December. This year, the...
Jax’s eighth Gotcha Day is coming up. “Gotcha Day” is the anniversary of Jax’s adoption from China. It’s the day Jax became our son, and like good adoptive parents, we celebrate. Jax gets a few presents, we decorate, we eat pizza and cake, we participate in general...
I was at a Ross the other day. I love Ross. There is one by my son's school, and on the days I don't feel like laptopping at Starbucks, I walk around in their exceptional summer air conditioning while having riveting conversations with myself about my need for their...
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Summer.
The time of year with Facebook feeds full of grinning children basking in the sunshine holding oversized watermelon wedges. Step away from the video games and get your butts outside summer. Bikes and forts and lawn sprinklers summer. Tag and street baseball and neighborhood barbecues summer.
Unless you live in Phoenix.
Phoenix newsfeeds show weak, barely dressed children, sunburnt and squinting at the camera with elephant tears of sweat rolling down their cheeks. Mothers in front of open refrigerators taking a little too long to get the lemonade summer. My mascara melted off my lashes at 7am so let’s call it a smokey eye summer. When is the next flight to San Diego because I am willing to pay a million dollars and my air-conditioning bill is that much anyway summer.
Don’t despair, fellow Phoenicians. There are upsides. Here are five of my favorite Phoenix summer silver linings:
1 – Every year, Phoenicians get a little better at geography. Because every summer, every single person in this city decides to pack up and move to Denver / the Upper Peninsula of Michigan / Siberia. My city would be a solid contender for Jeopardy category “Places Better than Phoenix in Summer.” (What is anywhere but Death Valley, Alex?)
2 – Our A/C bills are a Ferrari payment, but our water bills are a real savings. Because we have no use for bathing. The swimming pool sees us four times a day, the water is 95 degrees and chlorine kills more germs than bar soap. Dunzo. We’re hot, but we’re clean.
3 – We enjoy a No Cooking Summer! The stove and oven with their God-awful heat are completely off limits. Sure, the restaurants will actually cook you a hot meal if you beg, but in my house, if you attempt to turn on an appliance that emanates heat between June and mid-October, I will chain you up quicker than a Greenpeace hippie to a tree.
4 – Around July, we women master the art of fashion ambivalence. In March, your arms might be a little too wobbly for a tank top. Your knees might be a tad too wrinkly for shorts. But in August? The women of my city don sheer, spaghetti strap dresses that land well above the knee because no one gives a rip what they look when they live in Hell. 118 degrees turns body image issues into a melted pulp of accidental feminism.
5 – A Phoenix summer inspires awesome imagination games. For example, when we get in the car, we yell LAVA VOLCANO! because if you touch the metal piece on the seatbelt, your finger will melt off. I AM A FIREWALKER! is super fun when you need to get the mail and were adventurous enough to forget your flip-flops. And everyone’s favorite, MOVING GROUND PIÑATA! when you happen upon a scorpion and try to smash that crispy-crawler armed with a sandal and closed eyes because these devil creatures are seriously too gross to look at. The fact that the Moving Ground Piñata is not full of candy, but poison, just makes it more fun.
And there you have it, my contribution to Phoenix Tourism.
#SeeYouInNovember
Sincerely,
Becca